Even If Your Regret Tries to Hold Me Back

“Repay the sin of taking Natasha away from me, even with that wretched life.”
The daughter of a fallen viscount family and a powerful Grand Duke of the North.
It was happiness beyond her station.
Helena’s life ended with false accusations of mu*dering Eugene’s mistress and the blade of the guillotine.
But the regression repeated, and Helena loved him out of habit.
So, worn down and exhausted, when she opened her eyes for the fourth time.
“Let’s divorce.”
Finally, she bid farewell to him. And to her insignificant life.
Helena sank her body into the deep sea, wishing only for complete death.
But then.
“You taught me. Desire is not a sin. If there’s something you want, take it.”
Someone who ultimately saved her, who couldn’t even remain as a fragment of someone else,
“It’s not that I didn’t forget you, but that I couldn’t forget you. Because you are such a vivid person.”
She met a man who said she was his everything.
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“There’s no way I would want anything from you.”
It sounded like a gentle voice at first glance.
That’s why Eugene found it difficult to digest.
He wanted to run away instead.
He had no strength left to endure.
“When I left you at Evergale, back then.”
“Helena. Please.”
“We were already over. So please go back now.”
With such a gentle voice, with such a tender face.
“Because I’ve completely erased you.”
What should I do when you say goodbye.