Chapter 4
âYour Majesty, the Queen.â
David raised his clenched fist to his chest and bowed respectfully.
The impeccable etiquette he learned in the knightsâ order was flawless.
This was the first time he had stepped into the Queenâs private chambers. The room, decorated in deep green, was filled with a heavy tension.
Davidâs Adamâs apple bobbed heavily once.
Facing Queen Elizabeth directly, he found her appearance strangely unfamiliar, as if meeting for the first time. Her jet-black hair and deep dark green eyes, along with the gentle downward tilt of her eyelids, gave an impression of grace and kindness.
David, who had been staring quietly at the Queen, soon dropped his gaze to the floor. He noticed that the Queen was also scrutinizing him carefully.
She examined Davidâs face, shoulders, and overall silhouette thoroughly â relentlessly, as if appraising the value of a jewel.
Under the oppressive scrutiny, David held his breath for a moment. He felt overwhelmed by the awkward atmosphere that filled the room.
ââŚSo, David. Itâs been a long time.â
David flinched and looked up.
The Queen had called his name and even responded to his greeting. It was truly a historic moment for him. A chill ran down his back, and goosebumps rose on his elbows from the unfamiliarity.
Queen Elizabeth, who was much smaller in stature than David, raised her chin stiffly and pointed at the table with the fan in her hand.
Then she dismissed all the servants outside.
David, sitting down, was flustered once more. A private meeting with the Queen â this was also a first for him.
As soon as they sat facing each other, the Queen spoke.
âI donât want to waste time, so Iâll get straight to the point. A month from now, Count Bogdan will leave for the Artiba continent to open new trade routes.â
âYes, Iâve heard about it.â
Recently, Padon Island had expanded its maritime trade routes and functioned as an island nation. David, a knight serving under the Count, had already been informed of the Countâs travel schedule.
âIâm glad you know. Then from the night Count Bogdan and his entourage leave this islandâŚâ
The Queen briefly sealed her lips.
A mysterious smile gently spread on her lips. David silently waited for her to continue.
âYou will enter the Countessâs bedchamber.â
âExcuse me⌠did you just say that?â
David asked reflexively.
He thought he must have misheard, as what the Queen said sounded utterly absurd.
âThe Countess has been watching you closely for some time. Donât worry, the compensation wonât be lacking.â
David blinked very slowly. It took a long time for the words, clearly ringing in his ears, to sink into his mind.
âThe Countess⌠wants me to stand night guard in her bedchamber?â
His voice trembled despite himself.
David was twenty-one years old, two years past coming of age. He knew full well that the Queenâs words implied he was to serve as a night attendant in the bedroom.
He tried to grasp the faintest chance that the statement might have a different meaning.
âWhat did you say? Night guard?â
The Queenâs strange laughter echoed through the room.
For a long while, she could not control her laughter, then opened her fan and began to fan herself.
David tightly closed his eyes.
His blood seemed to reverse flow with his despair.
Humiliation, indignity, and shame surged over him like a giant tidal wave.
Seeing Davidâs reaction, the Queen smirked.
âOf course, the lowborn do not respond well to indirect speech. So Iâll make it very clear. The Countess intends to take advantage of you every night while her husband is away.â
The Queen articulated each word sharply, scraping at Davidâs nerves.
Davidâs face gradually hardened, turning pale like plaster.
He opened his eyes wide again.
âI refuse, Your Majesty. I will not commit an immoral act with the Countess.â
He cut off the Queenâs demand politely but firmly.
Bang!
The Queen slammed her fan on the table. Her thin eyebrows curved with anger.
âOh? Now I see you have no sense of shame whatsoever.â
âYour MajestyâŚâ
âNot only our royal family but even one with your lowborn blood owes gratitude. You crossed here on a fishing boat with nothing, and because of your royal blood, you were given shelter, food, and clothes. Do you not understand that you must repay this kindness?â
âI do not fail to appreciate that. I serve loyally in the Countâs knights to ensure the safety of both of themâŚâ
Clap.
The Queen lightly clapped her hands, interrupting Davidâs objection.
âIt was the Countessâs kindness that allowed you to become a knight. When you applied, the Count was reluctant, burdened by your royal prince status. Thanks to her persuasion, you were barely admitted. Thatâs why you now receive a monthly salary and can live decently.â
Meeting the Queenâs cold gaze squarely, David clenched his fist under the table.
âI am truly grateful for that, but kindness can be repaid in other ways.â
âOther ways? David, what do you have? Just your smooth body, isnât it? If you understood gratitude, you would have already submitted yourself to the lady.â
âYour Majesty, I already told youâthat is immoral. I will not commit a sin.â
Davidâs upright moral stance made the Queen twist her mouth and scoff.
âHa, you speak well as if you learned that somewhere. Listen carefully. That âimmoral actâ you just rejected was the very thing your mother Nadia used to do daily in this palace. Itâs not surprising that the child born from that seed of immorality would also do it.â
Mentioning his motherâs name pierced Davidâs heart like a knife.
His mind went blank with searing humiliation. The color drained from his firmly closed lips. Trembling with anger, he gritted his teeth.
The Queen watched his fury but did not stop speaking.
âBecoming a highbornâs bedroom toy to gain favor and living off the scraps â that was your motherâs legacy. It wouldnât be a bad choice for you to follow in her footsteps.â
âYour Majesty, please stop.â
David spoke through clenched teeth. His fist beneath the table twitched.
âDavid, donât think of defying the Queen. Itâs best not to take to heart how she treats your mother. Not angering her is the only way you can survive.â
Recalling his motherâs early advice silently, David barely restrained the urge to draw his sword at his waist.
The Queen scrutinized Davidâs flushed face again.
âThe more I look, the more wicked your face is. Especially those purple eyes. They are exactly like your motherâs â the one who seduced my husband and dragged him to ruin.â
The Queen raised her index finger and pointed at his eyes.
Though it didnât touch, it felt as if his eyes were stabbed. The sharp hatred in her fingertip struck him like a flying blade.
âDo you know why the servants at the lordâs castle always call you âYour Highnessâ? Itâs because the lady secretly cares for you. Ah, what a merciful, generous, and meticulous woman she is.â
David tilted his head slightly. The Queenâs hateful attitude made him sick.
He had never wished to be addressed with honorifics. Even in the royal palace of Yorka, he was rarely called âYour Highness.â His nanny Olenka and the maids only ever called him David-nim.
No wonder the servants at the lordâs castle treated him with excessive respect. The ladyâs request was behind that.
Swallowing growing emptiness, David sighed repeatedly.
âDavid, as you know, this place is not a royal palace but a lordâs castle. It is natural the lady, the Countess, has more authority than I do here. You should be grateful to have caught her favor.â
ââŚâŚâ
âTo refuse the night service when you should be flattering her? Ha! You must know your place and rank.â
The Queen fanned herself lightly and continued.
âUnfortunately, Iâm also a guest living off othersâ generosity. I cannot protect you from the lady.â
The Queen was cruel. She wielded words like blades and swung a mace. David stood bare against her assault. It felt like raw flesh tearing and bones grinding.
David tried to find a way out, but saw no retreat.
Refusal was useless. He probably never had the right to refuse.
So…
He had to pray.
His only hope was mercy.