Chapter 20
Sway, sway.
Through half-lidded, drowsy eyes, the world appeared blurry.
Like laundry strung on a line on a sunny day, the unfamiliar pressure slung over a shoulder pressed down on me, groaning, while I marveled at the strange new perspective.
âThe world is upside down.â
Of course, it was my body that was upside down, but in that moment I couldnât quite realize it.
Once I recognized I was drunk, there wasnât much I could do. From the moment a familiar face gave up on waking me and instead slung me over his shoulder, the alcohol rose to the crown of my head.
âAh, so this is what it means to be drunk.â
ââŚâŚâ
âGo slooow. Too fast.â
Chatter, chatter, chatter.
Even draped over his shoulder, my mouth wouldnât stop. Yoon-jae could only swallow a sigh as he carried me, enduring the nonstop babbling from the restaurant, into the car, up the elevator.
Click.
After exercising patience to finally reach the front door, he set me down on the sofa, shaking me off his shoulder like dead weight.
Plop.
He hadnât been able to carry me properly, so he dumped me down almost carelessly. But I didnât notice, sprawled out, muttering nonsense.
âWow, being drunk means you get escorted home. Wooow.â
ââŚâŚâ
âEverythingâs expensive⌠That lampâs British, the sofaâs German, the carpetâsâŚâ
How she knew where his household goods were made, he couldnât tell. Exhaling the breath lodged in his chest, Yoon-jae turned away.
At least he had gotten her home. There wouldnât be any more incidents like beforeâ
Like her joking around with another man.
[What are you doing?]
The words of a nameless man, who suddenly appeared and tried to take away his target, had already soured Yoon-jaeâs mood, pushing it to the bottom.
[Husband.]
With one word, Yoon-jae branded his existence. Ironically, the imprint wasnât only on the man.
[Why are you so angry?]
When he returned with her limp body draped on him, Joo-ho asked, and Yoon-jae realized with a start that he was truly angry.
Why?
It wasnât simply discomfort toward a contractual partner. The instant that manâs hand touched Ae-jungâs shoulder, his body moved not by reason but by instinct.
By the time he regained awareness, she was already in his grasp.
Quickly, he found a justification.
âTo avoid rumors.â
If gossip spread and someone recognized them, it would be a headache. He had simply prevented trouble in advance. Besides, the place itself had been inappropriate.
Above all, he was her husbandânominal though it was.
ââŚâŚâ
But in hindsight, a question arose.
Crossing his arms, Yoon-jae stared at Ae-jung still floundering on the sofa.
âHow did you even get in there?â
The club was membership-only. He had never gotten her such a membership. So who had she gone with?
âI must notâve worn my glasses. Everythingâs blurry. My glasses⌠no, his glasses.â
That was a question better asked once she sobered up.
Loosening his tie, he let out a sigh. He had fulfilled his âhusband roleâ enough for one day.
But his âwifeâ didnât seem ready to let him go.
âWaterâŚâ
After a rare moment of silence, her weak, dying voice begged for water.
He nearly laughed at the absurdity, but faced with her teary-eyed expression, he couldnât ignore her. Perhaps this too was the weight of his unwanted role.
Fetching water, he returned and crouched beside her.
âUhhâŚâ
With her scrunched face and dry lips, Yoon-jae clicked his tongue.
âDo you realize how much trouble youâre causing?â
ââŚDonât wanna cause trouble. It tastes gross anyway.â
There was no point in conversing with a drunk.
He helped her sit up and pressed the glass into her hand. She swayed weakly, barely able to keep from spilling.
Sigh.
With yet another sigh, he guided the glass to her lips.
Gulp.
She swallowed a few sips. Her gaze met his, her black eyesâuncovered by the glasses sliding down her noseâsparkled with a memory.
That night, beneath the wall.
The fleeting touch of lips.
It wasnât only Yoon-jae who remembered.
Drip.
A droplet of water slid from her lips down her chin, strangely sensual in the way it fell.
The stimulation shook his senses violently.
Warning.
An alarm blared inside his head. He pulled back quicklyâonly to be caught by a small hand.
âCanât see.â
Her drunken weakness vanished as she yanked his tie with surprising strength.
Already close, she peered carefully at him, her lips curving upward.
âSee?â
Her finger, still clutching his tie, slid to brush his shirt.
Tracing over his solid chest, she whispered:
âEvery part of you⌠is exactly my type.â
The faint pressure of her fingers gathered heat at his chest, pulling his nerves toward her.
Drunken nonsense.
She was too drunk to know what she was saying. It was meaningless.
And yetâ
âHa Yoon-jae.â
He couldnât stop her, couldnât resist the brazen force of her hands.
Completely unaware of his torment, she admired the âsceneryâ before her, fingers trailing higher.
âThereâs too much ugliness in the world. Way too much.â
ââŚâŚâ
âSo you canât become ugly.â
It was no joke, but a sincere plea.
From those she had lived with to everyone she had metâugliness was everywhere. Beauty was rare.
He couldnât understand her truth, but she smiled.
Her smile shook him, dried his throat, made his chest pound.
âYour eyes arenât blackâtheyâre a really deep brown.â
She chewed her lips, inching closer.
âFun.â
Just looking at him was fun.
She draped her arms around his shoulders, leaning even closer.
From this distance, her eyes lingered on his lipsâ
âThisâŚâ
Her fingertip grazed his lips. He caught her hand in a hard grip.
âAhâow.â
She whimpered, but he didnât release her. Instead, he warned:
âDonât push your luck.â
ââŚâŚâ
âBefore it stops being funny.â
His brown eyes turned dark, his tone firm. He wanted her to feel fear, if only briefly.
But instead, her mind drifted to a memory:
[Donât do anything. Letâs just live quietly, separately.]
[But if something happens to that personâ]
[Life might get a little more interesting.]
That had been Ko Wooriâs last conversation with Ha Yoon-jae.
What they thought would end in mutual spite had twisted, just as he said.
Heh.
âSee? Life really did get interesting.â
With a low laugh, she suddenly shoved him.
ââ!â
Unprepared, he toppled back, and in an instant she was on top of him, gripping his collar.
Her soft hair brushed his cheek as she leaned close, lips still wet.
âBe careful, Ha Yoon-jae.â
ââŚâŚâ
âBefore I devour you whole.â
Then, grinning playfully, she mimed a bite.
âNo⌠Iâll just take one bite.â
âWhat? Youâ!â
Before he could stop her, she pressed her lips firmly against the side of his.
Smack.
Her moist lips lingered there, then she tapped his chest as if it were her own bed.
âSpared you.â
With that arrogant declaration, her breath spread across his chest.
Soon, her movements stilled, replaced only by quiet, even breathing.
Pat, pat.
Her hand absentmindedly stroked his chest.
Pinned beneath her, Yoon-jae, heart pounding painfully, could only call her name like a child.
âJoo Ae-jung.â
âMmm⌠no⌠IâmâŚâ
He thought she was asleep, but she murmured back, rubbing her cheek against him, whispering faintlyâ
âKo⌠WooriâŚâ
Her hand, which had been patting his chest, stilled completely. Only her soft breaths filled the quiet room.
Ko Woori.
[I was strangled to death by some crazy bastard, and when I opened my eyes, I was in this body. Can you believe such a thing could happen in this world?]
The memory of that fleeting confession surfaced. But why now?