Chapter 19
âYou never know whatâll happen with people.â
A comment, sparked by someoneâs idle remark, drew the attention of those sitting around, all pretending to be refined.
The one who shifted the groupâs focus away from their own self-important posturing continued with a slightly smug air.
âIâm talking about Go Woori.â
The name that everyone wanted to mention, but no one dared to say aloud.
For months now, it had been the hottest topic, and even now, those three syllables continued to fuel burning gossip. Glasses that had been lifted in leisure paused mid-air.
Gulp.
Someoneâs swallow broke the silence, and soon the floodgates opened.
âHonestly, who couldâve expected it to end like that? And on First Class, no less.â
âI swear, Iâm going to be scared every time I get on a plane for a while. Iâve got a conference in London next week, too.â
The incident had been so shocking that Ha Sung Apparel tried to smooth things over, framing it as a simple accident. But everyone who knew the truth knew better.
The culprit had been arrested on the spot and would face punishment, but when a life had been lost, that hardly mattered.
Tsk.
The man who had started the conversation clicked his tongue and slyly shifted toward the topic he had really wanted to broach.
âAnyway, it must be a tough situation for Ha Yoonjae, right?â
The perennial subject of gossip in their world: the âhalf-bloodâ Ha Yoonjae.
Especially since he had been on the verge of marrying the eldest daughter of nouveau riche Ha Sung Apparelâonly to have the wedding collapse because of an alleged affair.
Of course, nobody truly believed it was âjustâ an affair, but it was enough to heat up the mood.
âOf course itâs tough. Anyone with a conscience would feel that way.â
âBut his personalityâs a littleâŚâ
And as those who had once fallen for his looks and paid dearly for it chimed in, the chatter grew rowdier.
âOf all days, it had to happen on his wedding day.â
âI heard the ceremony was completely ruined, and the bride fainted.â
âWell, at least he has some conscience. Not that it changes anything.â
âYou never know. Maybe heâs pretending and actually relieved behind the scenes.â
âOh please, no way.â
âDonât you know Go Woori? Who knows what kind of revenge sheâd take. Honestly, they were a perfect match, in that sense.â
âCome on. If she was planning revenge, why would she have been on that plane?â
âWould you have stayed after something like that? If it were me, Iâd be too humiliated.â
âAnyway, letâs stop talking about the dead. The funeral wasnât that long ago.â
Hypocritical words, considering how far they had already gone. Still, the heated mood began to settle.
Perhaps they realized belatedly that their gossip didnât match their supposedly refined image. Soon, someone raised their glass to steer the night back toward elegance.
âLetâs drink.â
The bar once again filled with the gentle swell of jazz.
Of course, by then, their gossip had already spread far beyond their table.
ââŚâŚâ
Yoonjae, who still hadnât taken a sip of his drink, drew a sidelong glance from Jang Juho.
Shrugging playfully, Juho asked,
âSo, how does it feel hearing peopleâs opinions about you?â
The unwilling protagonist of the conversation, Yoonjae scoffed without uncrossing his arms.
âNothing much.â
âStill, it must get under your skin?â
Catching the faint trace of irritation on Yoonjaeâs otherwise expressionless face, Juho tilted his head.
âNot like it changes anything.â
In a way, it was an admirably rational response.
Juho, satisfied with the expected answer, moved on to the real subject of the night.
âWhat about Joo Aejeong?â
The hushed voice carried the secrecy that had brought them together.
âStill unable to sleep?â
ââŚSleep?â
âWhat, you didnât know? Sheâs been on sleeping pills for a while now. Even got a prescription just a few days before the wedding.â
No way. The woman who always showed up disheveled because she slept too well, relying on sleeping pills?
Shaking his head without even a scoff, Yoonjae watched as Juho pushed his glasses up the bridge of his nose and continued.
âFine, forget that. What about other things? Is she showing guilt, despair, regret⌠anything like that?â
Guilt.
At the word, Yoonjae thought of Aejeong.
If it had been the âoriginalâ Joo Aejeong, guilt was exactly what she would have felt. Even if she wasnât directly responsible, she would never have ignored it.
[It feels like my fault. Something like that happened on our wedding day. How could I not care? Anyone human would feel guilty.]
That was why she had even gone to the funeral.
Yoonjae silently tilted the untouched glass in his hand.
âDidnât Chief Hong book an appointment for her recently? She canceled right away, didnât she? Said it was urgent. And she hasnât shown up for her weekly counseling sessions either. No contact at all.â
âAt all?â
âNot a word.â
Juho shook his head firmly.
Jang Juho. Psychiatrist, PhD.
He had earned his doctorate young, and with Yoonjaeâs sponsorshipâonce Yoonjae officially entered the Yeongdo Group registryâhe had become a well-regarded doctor in the field.
As such, he played a critical role in Yoonjae and Aejeongâs contract marriage.
âIf sheâs still in an unstable stateâtrapped in cycles of guilt or self-harmâwe canât just ignore it. You know how precarious her condition is.â
Juho was the only person who knew the truth of their contract, precisely because Aejeongâs fragile mental state required steady counseling to prevent crises.
So his concern was well justified.
ââŚâŚâ
Yoonjae narrowed his eyes at the glass he still hadnât drunk from. Finally, he spoke, short and sharp.
âStrange.â
ââŚWhat?â
âSheâs strange.â
Juho blinked, not immediately understanding.
âYou mean she seems worse?â
âNo. Different. Almost likeâŚâ
Yoonjae, uncharacteristically pausing, continued.
âLike sheâs a different person.â
It was the only way to describe it. Juho slowly set down the glass he had just lifted to wet his throat.
âExplain more.â
At his serious urging, Yoonjae recounted Aejeongâs sudden change since the weddingâthe completely different behaviors, the unfamiliar mannerisms.
That was the real reason he had sought Juho out tonight.
After listening carefully, Juho folded his arms and gave a brief opinion.
âI havenât seen her much, but she never seemed like someone comfortable with this situation. She always felt deep guilt toward Go Woori. And with her own fragile ego, it made her even more vulnerable. It could be a defense mechanism under extreme stress. A way for her to survive.â
âYou mean her personality might have changed?â
âI wouldnât rule it out. Iâd need to counsel her to be sure. But for now, I think she needs a way to resolve her guilt. If she bottles it up, it could lead to something worse.â
âAnd the way to resolve it?â
âYou know Go Wooriâs ashes were placed at the Paju memorial hall, right?â
Yoonjae nodded.
âIt could help if you took her there.â
In other words, Juho was telling him to bring Aejeong to the memorial. Yoonjae fiddled with his glass, unable to answer right away.
Reading his hesitation, Juho asked quietly,
âAnd a year from now? What then?â
It was a rhetorical question, but Yoonjae answered bluntly.
âAs agreed. As contracted.â
âSeparate lives, after divorce.â
âThatâs how it was from the start.â
[Please, let me escape.]
That had been Aejeongâs very first condition when she proposed the contract.
After a year, they would divorce on the grounds of âincompatible personalities,â and she would leave Korea. Yoonjae was already preparing for that.
She doesnât seem to care about any of that now, though.
Yet she still brought up the contract terms out of the blue.
Faced with these unanticipated shifts, Yoonjae sighed quietly. Juho, studying his friendâs uncharacteristic demeanor with a clinicianâs eye, raised his glass.
âCome with me sometime. Anytime. Promise me.â
Yoonjae nodded silently and finally lifted his glass to clink against Juhoâs. Just as he raised it to his lips for a sipâ
ââŚ?â
Tilting his head back, he caught sight of a familiar face.
Step. Step.
Striding boldly through the bar as if accompanied by her own triumphant soundtrack.
Wearing a business suit that looked as though she had come straight from work, she sat down without even glancing around.
ââŚWhat theââ
Completely blindsided by this unexpected turn, Yoonjae froze, staring.
âWhat is it?â Juho asked.
But Yoonjae didnât answer. He was too captivated, his attention entirely consumed by the woman who seemed to be creating a new world around herself.
And thenâ
Clink.
She leaned close to a stranger, chatting intimately, their shoulders brushing. Her laughter rang out as she tilted her glass.
ââŚ.â
Yoonjaeâs grip on his own glass tightened.
Noticing his reaction, Juho followed his gaze.
âWhat are youâoh?â
What he saw was common enough in such places, but utterly inappropriate in this case.
With a sinking feeling, Juho muttered quickly,
âDirector Ha, that looks a littleââ
Thud.
But Yoonjae was already on his feet, striding toward them.
Even before Juho had finished speakingâperhaps even earlierâhe had already moved.
Watching his friendâs retreating back, Juhoâs eyes gleamed.
A fleeting glimpse of urgency in Yoonjaeâs face and movements.
Sip.
âLooks like sheâs not the only one whoâs changed.â
As a psychiatrist, his instincts flared sharp and bright.