Chapter 4
âI think youâve been experiencing irregular periods for quite a long time, which is probably why you didnât notice right away.â
The doctor pushed the thick glassesâthick as rose-tinted onesâup the bridge of his nose and continued,
âFortunately, thereâs nothing seriously wrong. Youâll need a detailed examination to know more, but at least for now, youâre fine.â
Finishing with a kind smile, the doctor gave a brief farewell and left the hospital room.
It wasnât Ae-jeong, but we who broke the silence.
âExcuse me.â
The way we addressed himâlike calling out to a passerbyâmade Yoon-jaeâs eyes narrow slightly.
She had many ways of calling him, but âExcuse meâ wasnât one of them.
And thenâ
âThereâs no baby in here, right?â
The words, accompanied by a hand on her belly, were even more absurd than the form of address.
Yoon-jae put a hand on his hip and tilted his head.
âWas there some guy you were meeting without me knowing?â
âHow would I know? But you said there was a baby.â
Still spouting incomprehensible nonsense, she rubbed her flat stomach.
âLike this, you were touching your stomach.â
That was exactly what the real Joo Ae-jeong had doneâstroking her belly and saying thatâbut even we hadnât fully understood it, so there was no way Yoon-jae would.
âDid you hit your head when you fainted?â
He looked ready to have her admitted to the psychiatric ward if necessary.
At least, the panic in our chest eased a little. It wasnât miscarriage blood, after all.
Whatever it is, this means itâs not a dream.
Thereâs no clearer proof than this heavy, uncomfortable pain.
Our body had changed.
Noâ
We had entered this body.
Whatever the case, nothing about it was normal. She looked up coldly at Yoon-jae, who was scrutinizing her.
This was the man who hadnât shown a flicker of emotion even when she was clutching her belly and bleeding.
The suspicion turned to certainty.
âYou donât love Joo Ae-jeong.â
A fine crack appeared in Yoon-jaeâs perfect, expressionless face.
âWhat am I supposed to be doing?â
Now it was our turn to be puzzled by his slightly twisted expression.
âLoving. I mean.â
âWhy would I do that?â
âNo, I mean loving Joo Ae-jeongââ
The more we spoke, the deeper into the swamp we sank. We ran a hand through our hair in irritation.
âI must be crazy. Yeah, Iâm definitely a little crazy.â
One thing was certain: both she and Ha Yoon-jae had used âJoo Ae-jeongâ to break off the engagement.
And the cold-blooded Yoon-jae, shrugging on the jacket heâd taken off earlier, said,
âWhether youâre crazy or not, the contract will go ahead as planned. The wedding will be held again, so keep that in mind.â
We dragged our hands down our face.
âSo⌠it was all a lie.â
When we slowly opened our eyes, they gleamed an icy blue.
âA scheme to deceive Go Woo-ri.â
It was ridiculous enoughâeach deceiving the otherâthat we couldnât help but ask,
âDid you really not want to marry meâno, Go Woo-riâthat much? Enough to pull something this absurd?â
âWhy are you asking that?â
âBecause Iâm curious. Just answer.â
This unusual version of âJoo Ae-jeongâ made Yoon-jae tilt his head slightly.
Convinced she was out of her mind, he actually answered sincerely,
âItâs not about wanting to or not wanting to.â
âThen what?â
âI just didnât need Go Woo-ri.â
Ouch.
Hearing him flatly say she was unnecessary stung a little. She clenched the sheets and glared.
âSheâs the daughter of Ha-sung Apparel. Rich, beautiful, great body, good personality, and a careerââ
âStop bringing up the dead and cut out the pathetic self-deprecation.â
If words could kill, heâd be a murderer. This short conversation told us everything about Ha Yoon-jae and Joo Ae-jeongâs relationship.
And something elseâ
The dead.
A fact weâd denied so hard we fainted over it.
As if sheâd lived her life underground, she stared down at her pale palm, then clenched it tightly.
Perhaps taking the long silence as agreement, Yoon-jae spoke again.
âIf youâve got no more questions, get dressed. We have somewhere to go.â
âWhere?â
Once he was fully dressed, buttoning the last button, he replied,
âPyeongchang-dong. Your in-lawsâ place.â
âIsnât it weird to call it âin-lawsâ when we havenât even had the wedding?â
âWe filed the marriage registration, so itâs not wrong.â
âWhat?â
In the car, as the navigation led them into an unfamiliar neighborhood, we were hit with another shock.
Not only did my body change, but the original me died, and now Iâm married? What kind of losing deal is this?
There were plenty of things to complain about, but for now, she decided to accept reality.
âWhat was this woman thinking, filing the marriage registration firstâŚâ
With that guy, no less.
âŚWe didnât say that part aloud, but Yoon-jae seemed bothered by something else.
âYou keep referring to yourself in the third person.â
Oops.
âIs that supposed to be cute or something?â
Most people would shrink at the obvious mockery, but our self-esteem wasnât so easily crushed.
âGuess it sounded cute to you. Am I that cute?â
Yoon-jaeâs grip on the steering wheel tightened. This kind of retort was unlike the usual Joo Ae-jeong, who would even doubt small acts of kindness.
Looking at her sitting there with arms folded and legs crossed, he muttered to himself,
âDefinitely hit her head.â
At his seriously concerned tone, we bit back a curse and clenched our teeth.
Still bewildered, the car finally reached its destination.
After parking in the garage, we stepped out and saw what the tall walls had been hiding:
A sleek, modern three-story building with a well-kept garden. Surprised by the unfamiliar sight, âAe-jeongâ was met with Yoon-jaeâs words,
âNo need to butter them up. Once we go in, just stay by my sideââ
âWho designed this house? They must really love symmetry.â
Instead of looking awkward, we strode confidently toward the front door.
âIt even looks boring.â
We loved natural beauty; an artificially perfect mansion wasnât to our taste.
Yoon-jae fell silent, watching us, but we didnât care. Just before entering, we turned and asked,
âWhereâs the bathroom? I need to go.â
âInside.â
âIsnât it rude to head straight to the bathroom on your first visit to your in-laws? Is there one outside?â
It was a strange place to be concerned about etiquette, but Yoon-jae pointed to a separate annex next to the main house.
âGo in first. Iâll be right back.â
Smiling sweetly, she quickly headed for the annex.
Click. Thud.
Once we heard the sound of the main house door closing, we surveyed the garden.
Contract, in-laws⌠whatever. Not my concern.
She wasnât about to accept her death so easily.
The news had gone on about the circumstances of âGo Woo-riââs death and the culpritâs end, but that was just the media talking.
âFor all I know, she could still be alive.â
That would be another problem entirely, but she wasnât thinking rationally right now.
We crossed the garden and sprinted toward the section of wall weâd already noted as the lowest.
Still over two meters, but climbable.
âI did climbing for three years.â
Her soft, pale hands might not hold up, but sheâd already decided.
Tap.
With no real handholds, she hooked her fingers over the wall and searched for support.
There.
Luckily, there were spots where fingers and toes could grip. Smearing her hands with dirt to dry the sweat, she hung onto the wall.
âUghâŚâ
This weak body could barely support itself, but gritting her teeth, we climbedâslowly, bit by bit. It wasnât a mountain cliff, just a wall; willpower should be enough.
ââŚJust a little more.â
If it were her real body, sheâd already be over by now. Her skin scraped, but she didnât care.
Just one more stretch, and her fingers would reach the top.
Her white hand reached high, yearning for freedom like a lifelineâ
Tick.
A strange sound came from below.
ââŚ?â
While we blinked, a puff of pale smoke rose beside us.
Curling upward.
No⌠it canât be. No way⌠I mean, this isâ
The voice that shattered our denial came next,
âThis house is on a hill. The outer wallâs over three meters.â
Already too familiar, the manâs voice sounded right beside her.
Gulp.
We turned our head andâunfortunatelyâthere he was, leaning against the wall.
Holding a freshly lit cigarette, he spoke casually,
âGo ahead. Do your best.â
His expressionless face gleamed in the moonlight, no hint of stopping her.
Those proud, emotionless eyes made us freeze for a moment.
âŚThose eyes.
How could human eyes be so black and devoid of feeling? They were so dull and lifeless, like a dead personâs, that just looking at them made her chest feel heavy.
That moment of distraction loosened her death-grip on the wall.
âAh.â
Her exhausted body dropped straight downâ
And the once-languid Yoon-jaeâs eyes widened in surprise.
No, he got closer.
Smack.
And thenâshe tasted iron.