Chapter 2
âGet up! Before I kick you!â
That condescending glare and that spiteful expressionâI could never forget that face. She was Belladonna, the maid who had tormented me relentlessly in my previous life.
âIf you kiss my feet, Iâll pretend I didnât see you accidentally wandering into the young masterâs room.â
âOh, you got beaten half to death by the young master with a riding crop because I tattled? Well, whyâd you do something to deserve it in the first place? If youâre lowborn, you should act like it and watch your manners.â
There was no greater fool than me back then.
I was treated like a villain outside, yet inside the household, even a mere maid had me wrapped around her finger.
Whenever I resisted, Iâd be forced to drink filthy mop water, or Iâd find nails hidden in my shoes, leaving my feet bloody.
But all that was in the past. I had already died once and come backâwhat was left to fear? The shrill yelling of Belladonna no longer frightened me.
âNot only do you look filthy, but are your ears plugged too? Looks like you wonât come to your senses until youâre thrown into a manure cart!â
After so many lifetimes, I found it almost amusing to see Belladonnaâs sour face again. Perhaps this would serve as a light warm-up before meeting that person.
Her glare stung, but instead of scrambling off the sofa, I simply crossed my legs the other way.
âIs this how the Grimlores treat their guests?â
âW-whatâŠ?â
The aristocratic tone I adopted made her whole body flinch. Belladonna looked like she might bow down at my feet any second.
And why wouldnât she?
The most dignified noblewoman Belladonna knew was Jimena Grimoreâand I had been personally taught by her.
For just a moment, this ragged nine-year-old girl in front of her gave off the same imposing aura as Jimena. Belladonna blinked rapidly, trying to shake off her unease.
âA guest, you say?â
Not collateral, not some child sold off because of debts.
My appearance might be shabby for a noble lady, but I didnât give off the air of a mere pawn either.
With her limited imagination, it never crossed Belladonnaâs mind that I could be a regressor from the Grimore household.
âI⊠I wasnât told anything like thatâŠâ
Look at her panicâworried she might have made a mistake in front of a noble.
Seeing her stiff expression, I almost felt my past suffering had been worth it.
Those whoâve been beaten know exactly where to strike to hurt the most. And with cowards like Belladonna, nothing worked better than an overwhelming display of authority.
Lifting my chin, I looked down at her with an imperious gaze.
âI was formally invited here by Lord Gilbert himself.â
Transforming a debt notice into an invitation letterâmy shamelessness was flawless.
Her face grew paler by the second as she realized she might have just insulted an actual noble. She finally spoke more politely.
âForgive my rudeness, but may I ask which house you belong to, my lady?â
Even if I looked young, a noble was still a noble. If I really was a guest of Gilbert Grimore, sheâd have to beg forgiveness.
Confirming she was already prepared to grovel, I spoke with confidence.
âI am the only daughter of the illustrious Duke Hendanol. I am not someone a rude maid can dare to mistreat.â
In my past life, I had been sacrificed as the vessel to seal away the Archmage.
If that counted as fate binding us, then I had no qualms about using the Archmageâs family name now.
The Hendanol name was perfectâit was relatively unknown due to the familyâs lack of public presence, but still of ducal rank, enough to frighten Belladonna.
âFor your information, my father, Duke Hendanol, dotes on me dearly.â
As the lies flowed smoothly from my lips, a faint, glowing mark suddenly appeared on the back of my hand.
It felt almost as though it was denying my words, but since I was too focused on scaring Belladonna, I didnât notice it.
Neither did she.
Belladonna trembled like a condemned prisoner. Her sunken eyes darkened with fear, as though they were about to cave in.
âForgive me, my lady, but my knowledge is lackingâIâve never heard of such a houseâŠâ
âWhether youâve heard of it or not is irrelevant.â
A maid who insulted a noble couldnât be let off so easily. Depending on the case, noble insult could bring severe punishment.
Facing her now, I wonderedâwhy had I let myself be bullied before? Once Iâd let go of my obsession with becoming âthat personâsâ sister, everything seemed so simple.
Growing tired of this little exchange, I delivered the final blow.
âJudging by your attitude, I cannot let this go. Youâwhat is your name?â
âI-I was wrong!â
Unable to endure the pressure, Belladonna collapsed flat on the floor. She only pretended to apologize, with no true remorse.
âI didnât know! Anyone wouldâve acted the same, seeing your ragged appearance!â
âYou didnât know?â
âKind lady, youâre still young, so you may not understand, but punishing me for this much would be too harsh. If you let it go, Iâll be forever grateful.â
Kind Revieta? Sheâs dead.
âThe only thing unchanged is your insolence.â
ââŠWhat?â
âQuit your yapping. Bring that face over here.â
As if bewitched by my gesture, Belladonna leaned in. I raised my hand high and slapped her hard across the cheek.
Smack!
The mad dog who used to leave handprints on noblesâ faces wasnât dead yet. The sharp sting from my small hand brought tears to Belladonnaâs eyes.
Oh dear. Do I feel bad? Not at all.
Cold and expressionless, I flicked my fingers again.
âCome here.â
âI-Iâll never talk back again! Please forgive me, my lady!â
âShut up and get over here. Whyâd you act out if you didnât want to get hit?â
Moments later, Belladonna ran out into the hall, clutching her flushed cheek. If she brought Gilbert Grimore back, the truth would surely be exposed.
Even better.
âFather. Dad. Hmm. Doesnât roll off the tongue.â
Since I was younger now, should I try debuting as a cutesy child in a parenting drama? One bit of aegyo and power would be mine.
âPapa⊠ugh, forget it.â
Cute wasnât my style anyway. Besides, there was no way I could outshine her in charm. I was shaking my head when I heard footsteps approaching outside the door.
The door opened with unhurried steps, and finally, Gilbert Grimore appeared.
âHm? A kid?â
His blue eyes narrowed beneath his dark hair.
A sharp nose, a strong jawline, and a tall, sturdy buildâall emphasized his masculine allure.
Wild yet cold, dangerous yet captivatingâhe looked like an untamed wolf.
âWhyâs a girl here? Did I come to the wrong room?â
Gilbert had come to receive a horse, but instead of a stable boy, he found me, which puzzled him.
âYouâre in the right place, young master Gilbert. This lady is from the Hendanol family.â
Belladonna gestured toward me respectfully. But to her surprise, Gilbert only looked mildly bemused.
âHendanol? Never heard of it. I didnât come here for tea with a ladyâI came to collect gambling debts.â
âB-but thatâs not what I heardâŠâ
As Belladonna faltered, Gilbert snapped his fingers as if realizing something.
âAh, I get it now. That bastard sold his stepdaughter instead of the horse, didnât he? Am I right?â
âYes. My damned stepfather sold me instead of a horse.â
âWell now, what a pretty mare.â
I gave him a shy smile. Belladonna, her scalp still stinging, glared at me as if demanding an explanation, but my smile didnât waver.
What could she do? Scream in front of Gilbert?
As he fished through his pockets, I stuck my tongue out just enough for her to see. Belladonna nearly lost her mind with frustration.
âWant a candy?â
âIâll just accept the thought.â
âI never said I was giving you the thought.â
He awkwardly popped the candy into his mouth, not seeming interested in exposing me for false nobility. Knowing his personality, heâd probably just brush it off as childish mischief.
But if I turned the tables and revealed what really happened, Belladonna would be in deep trouble. The Grimore household wasnât exactly forgiving toward maids who failed at serving guests properly.
Grinding her teeth, Belladonna bowed to Gilbert and hurried out, promising herself sheâd get back at me once I entered as a servant.
But that was only if Gilbert kept me around. Reality, however, was harsher.
âKid.â
ââŠ.â
âSorry for your situation, but youâll have to go back.â