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âIâll try.â
The words that came out of his mouth were so exemplary and proper.
âWhat will you try?â
âIâll try to like you, Miss Naery.â
âWhy?â
But it wasnât an answer I could accept.
At least, not for me.
âIsnât liking someone a feeling that doesnât work just because you decide to? I donât think itâs something you can force through effort. Marrying someone you donât even like will only bring unhappiness to both sides.â
âFrom my parentsâ case, I know that very well.â
Did he mean the late Earl of Winchesterâs marriage had been unhappy?
Lord Winchester answered calmly.
So thatâs why he turned out likeâŚ
Ahâno, wait! Thatâs not whatâs important right now!
This isnât about his parentsâ marriage, this is about mine!
âThen what do you mean by saying you still want to marry me?â
The moment I asked that question, my heart skipped just a little.
When I realized that Lord Winchesterâs clear blue eyes were fixed on me without the slightest tremorâwhen I realized that unwavering gaze was directed entirely at meâmy heart pounded.
As I waited for the answer of this man I barely knew, I realized that I was⌠just a little bit expectant.
âPossibility.â
âPossibility?â
âI thought there might be a possibility that I could come to like you.â
It wasnât some dreamy story of âI fell for you at first sight.â
It wasnât some far-fetched claim of âIâve secretly loved you all along.â
Just a vague statement that⌠maybe.
That it might be possible.
âIf itâs you, Miss Naery.â
But it was a truly sincere thing to say.
Maybeâjust maybeâI might come to like you.
And so, I could no longer bring myself to say no.
âOh my, oh my, oh my! You sly fox! You said no! You said it was nothing! You told me it was just one night and to forget it, and now youâre actually marrying Lord Winchester?!â
Thanks to my sister repeatedly smacking my arm, my arm hurt.
âStop hitting me.â
âOh my, oh my, oh my! Youâre embarrassed, arenât you?â
No, I am not! Iâm wincing because it hurts!
âItâs fine, itâs fine! I know everything. Iâve been through all this before you, remember?â
I tried twisting my body away to escape her hand, but this time she just thumped my side several times in a row.
âEnough, now. Hurry up and pick your dress and dowry items. Thatâs what we came for, isnât it?â
Mother, who was flipping through a catalog beside us, chided my sister and handed her a different one.
For days sheâd been wearing a worried expression, but the moment I told her I was marrying Lord Winchester, her face finally relaxed. That was one positive effect of this marriage.
âOh, right, right. That was why we came.â
Sister Sophia nodded and picked up a catalog.
A glance showed a drawing of a pure white wedding dress.
When I peeked toward Mother, she was seriously examining a jewelry catalog.
Am I⌠really getting married?
Even though they were looking at my wedding dress and my dowry, it still didnât feel real.
Then Iâll be Danielâs new stepmother?
In the original novel, Danielâs stepmother was certainly not a plain baronâs daughter like me. Was she an earlâs daughter? A marquisâs daughter? I canât quite remember, but she was glamorous and extravagant.
And despite being an adult, she actually envied little Danielâs beautiful platinum-blonde hair, calling herself a âdirty blonde.â So she bullied him and eventually sold him off to that wastrel man.
Novel or not, how could anyone pretend not to see a child that scrawny standing right in front of them! And there are still fourteen years until he turns twenty! And if you think about the years heâll suffer under that wastrel husband, the poor kid has twenty years of thorns ahead of him! How can I leave him like that knowing all this?!
I was justifying to myself why I had accepted Lord Winchesterâs proposal.
To be honest, Danielâwho came with the marriageâwas far more tempting to me than Lord Winchester himself. Like buying a magazine just for the freebie.
After all, my love for the child was much clearer than for a man who might come to love me someday.
Yes. Iâll just keep him and cherish him for about ten years. Then I can get divorced or run away, and Lord Winchesterânow a single manâcan find another wife. Probably that awful stepmother from the original story. That way, the plot will go back to its original path. And then the time Daniel has to endure her will beâŚ
âHave you spoken to Baron Goffort?â
Motherâs sudden voice cut off my mental calculations.
âOh! That.â
As she flipped through the catalog, Mother tossed the question casually.
My sister immediately looked up.
âHe said he can manage around fifty million pard.â
âReally?â
Unlike her earlier offhand tone, Motherâs face brightened at my sisterâs reply.
âThat means we have about thirty million pard on hand, so with a little arranging, we can raise about a hundred million.â
âDid Lord Winchester demand such a large dowry? For someone with such wealth, thatâs excessive.â
âNo, we havenât discussed that yet.â
âIf they havenât asked for that much, then wouldnât fifty million be enough? That was the average when I got married.â
âThis is the Earl of Winchesterâs family. The dowry must match their level.â
âW-wait a second!â
Listening quietly, I finally realized they were talking about my dowry.
Oh, rightâthis world had dowries for brides, didnât it?
Wasnât that the very thing that made the stepmother marry Daniel off to that wastrel?
My god! One hundred million pard?
The expensive strawberry cake I bought for my nephewâs birthday didnât even cost fifty thousand!
One hundred million for a dowry? One marriage and the whole household will be gutted!
âIsnât that too much? You said we also need to get the wedding dress, the wedding gifts, and lots of other things. Those all cost money too, and on top of that, prepare a hundred million for the dowry?â
âAll of that is necessary for a wedding. Anyway, what do you think of this?â
Mother pushed the catalog sheâd been looking at toward me, pointing at a picture.
It was a menâs ring.
But my eyes went straight past the design to the number written below.
âFifteen million pard?â
âOh, look at this too! Isnât this wedding dress beautiful?â
Not to be outdone, Sister Sophia shoved a catalog at me as well.
Again, the price caught my eye before the dress did.
âSix million pard?â
âNo.â
Phew⌠I must have misread.
Rightâsix million for one dress would be ridiculousâŚ
âThatâs just the dress. The set with the wedding shoes and veil is seven million. Youâll need them anyway, so itâs better to get the set.â
âThatâs too expensive!â
âBut the set knocks off five hundred thousand pardâŚâ
She said it in a slightly deflated voice.
âIâll speak to Lord Winchester.â
âSpeak to him about what?â
âAbout whether a wedding really needs to cost this much.â
âDonât. If you talk like that before the marriage, they might look down on our family. If he looks down on his in-laws from the start, how do you think heâll treat his wife? I wonât allow that.â
Motherâs expression was firm as she said it.
And seeing her like that made something swell up in my chest.
I honestly wanted to throw myself at her feet and confess that I wasnât really her daughterâthat she didnât need to go this far for me.
âEither way, we need to discuss it. At the very least, we should know Lord Winchesterâs tastes.â
But without the courage, I couldnât tell her the truth.
âAt the very least, shouldnât he have the freedom to choose the ring heâll wear? And what dress his bride will stand beside him in?â
I snatched the catalogs from their hands.
The more you look at nice things, the more greed grows.
âSo, Iâll go see Lord Winchester.â