Chapter 6
âIâve been caught.â
Arne bit her lip as her eyes met Cassianâs. She had been trying to slip away quietly, but it ended in failure. Turning her gaze away from him, she briefly considered what to do.
âShould I just knock him out?â
She decided to leave that as a last resort.
âWhat are you doing?â
âWell, that isâŠâ
Arne trailed off, her eyes wandering everywhere but his. Now that sheâd been caught, it didnât seem like any excuse would work.
âShould I just tell him the truth?â
But no matter what, how could she openly tell her groom, âI was trying to escape because I donât want to spend the wedding night with youâ? Sure, she could if she really wanted to, but even Arne had enough judgment and conscience to filter her words.
Cassianâs face grew darker as he asked again. His low voice brushed against her eardrums.
âI asked what you were doing.â
âUh, well, I mean, I was justâŠâ
âWhat should I even say?â
Nothing came to mind. She tried to come up with some half-baked excuse, but surprisingly, her mind was completely blank.
âSightseeing?â
ââŠâ
âI just⊠wanted to get a bit of fresh air.â
âAt this hour? By climbing onto the window ledge?â
ââŠâ
Obviously suspicious. Arne gave up on making excuses. While she stalled awkwardly, Cassianâs suspicions only grew deeper. His sharp gaze bore into her, making her squirm until she looked away. He didnât like that at all.
Even without asking further, it was obvious what had happenedâArne had been about to jump out the window. The grand duchessâs chambers were on a very high floor. A fall from there meant certain death. Cassianâs expression hardened.
âYou werenât⊠planning to kill yourself, were you?â
ââŠWhat?â
Arneâs eyes went wide at the sudden question. She wasnât actingâshe was genuinely shocked. That had never once crossed her mind.
âWould falling from here really kill someone?â
Probably notâŠ? Arne, who always forgot that her own standards were far from ordinary, hesitated. Meanwhile, Cassianâs face grew even more grim.
âI wasnât thinking about dying. Really.â
âI see.â
Arne tried hard to emphasize her sincerity, but his reply came with an unreadable look. His expression, devoid of warmth, left her flustered. Cassian was never the most cheerful person, but he didnât normally create this suffocating kind of tension either.
âHe almost looks angryâŠ?â
When she nervously glanced at him, his expression only grew heavier. He had finally gained a precious bride, only to nearly lose her on the very first night. But worse than that was the belief that Arne had wanted to dieâit dragged his mood into the abyss. He didnât even know why.
âI really just wanted to enjoy the nice weather outside.â
âAt night?â
âNight air can be nice too!â
How dare he dismiss the beauty of night weather? Arne protested earnestly, and for the first time, Cassianâs expression loosened a little. Whether out of disbelief or because he decided to let it slide, the mood softened.
âWhy on earth does he think Iâd want to die?â
She wasnât obsessed with preserving her life, but she had no intention of throwing it away either. All she wanted was to survive this wedding night. For a fleeting second, she considered confessing the truth, but quickly decided against it. It seemed safer to let him misunderstand this as a suicide attempt rather than admit she was trying to avoid sleeping with him.
Still perched awkwardly on the ledgeâunable to jump, yet unable to back downâArne hesitated. Cassian approached and extended his hand. After a moment of doubt, she took it. His grip tightened slightly as he helped her off the ledge. Then, without even realizing, he murmured:
âTreasure your life.â
Arne nodded. His gaze lingered on her, unreadableâwas he truly worried, or was there something else behind those words? He hadnât planned to, but somehow, whenever he was with her, Cassian found himself losing his composure. His eyes darkened as he wondered if it was safe to ignore this strange crack forming inside him.
Meanwhile, Arne was lost in her own thoughts, oblivious to the way he was looking at her.
âOh no, what do I do about the wedding night?â
At this rate, Cassian was doomed. If he laid a hand on her, she was fairly certain she would end up killing him.
âAm I really going to become the wife who kills her husband on their wedding night?!â
Just as Arne tensed, Cassian suddenly sighed deeply.
âI thought she seemed fine, but to think she was driven to attempt suicide on our first nightâŠâ
Arneâs nanny, Eva, had told him her body was fragile, but it seemed her spirit was just as delicate. Gently, Cassian guided her to bed, pulled the covers up to her chin, and tucked her in.
ââŠ?!â
What was happening right now? Arne blinked, confused. Then, as if bidding a child goodnight, Cassian patted her shoulder.
âYou must be exhausted. Rest well.â
ââŠ?â
Was this⊠okay? It was their wedding night, after all. Could it really end like this? Arne felt oddly conflicted. It was a relief, but also⊠strange.
Cassian caught her expression and smiled faintly. Then, leaning in close, his breath brushed against her. Arne instinctively squeezed her eyes shut.
But instead of what she feared, all she heard was his low chuckle.
âThink of nothing and sleep peacefully.â
The warmth she expected on her lips instead brushed lightly against her forehead. Arneâs face twisted in a peculiar mix of embarrassment and irritation. Cassian seemed amused by her expression, chuckled, and as if that had been his plan all along, rose, turned off the light, and left the room.
âDid he really leave?â
Staring at the closed door, Arne sat up abruptly and rubbed her forehead with a scowl.
âTreating me like a child⊠how irritating.â
In truth, it was closer to treating her like a cat, though she didnât know that yet.
***
For nobles, marriage was a toolâa calculated transaction aimed at the prosperity of the family. It was only natural. Thatâs why most people assumed the Grand Duke of TernujĂ©nâs marriage was no different.
At least, until they saw the ceremony.
âDid you see the way His Grace looked at the Grand Duchess?â
âHis eyes were practically dripping with honey!â
âThey say it was love at first sight. I believe it.â
âTheyâre such a beautiful coupleâitâs rare to see such a match!â
And when the Grand Duchess skipped the wedding-night banquet, while Cassian and the household maids fussed over Arne protectively, the rumors only grew more colorful, fueled by everyoneâs imagination.
âIs it true the Grand Duke fell in love at first sight?â
âI heard he chased out every man who dared look at her lustfully!â
âHe must love her so much if he hides her away like a treasure!â
Misunderstandings spread like wildfire.
âOh my, the two must be so happy!â
Everyone dreamed of their rosy love lifeâexcept the couple themselves.
Fortunately, by the next day Arne had already gone back to her usual catlike lounging, curled up in an ancient tree in the castle grounds. Cassian stared at that tree for a long while. Nobody else noticed, but there was a strange current between them, and both were aware of itâpretending not to be.
âWhat on earth is he doing?â
Allen, Cassianâs right-hand man and advisor, had been watching him for some time, baffled. In all the years he had served, he had never seen Cassian so distracted.
âDonât tell me heâs⊠in loâŠveâŠ?â
Allen shuddered at the ridiculous thought. Cassian, in love? Heâd sooner believe the sun would rise backward.
âThe day His Grace falls in love will come only when the world itself flips upside down.â
âAllen.â
âYesâyes, Your Grace.â
Startled, Allen stammered a reply. Had his thoughts been read? A bead of cold sweat slid down his temple. Cassian spoke.
âI have a question.â
âPlease ask.â
âWhat does it mean if a bride attempts suicide on her wedding night?â
ââŠ?â
For once, Allen was completely thrown off. He had expected a weighty political question, but insteadâthis? Seeing his confusion, Cassian gave him a cold smile. Allen quickly gathered himself.
âI donât know for certain, but⊠perhaps it means she hates the marriage enough to die?â
ââŠ.â
Cassian fell silent, his aura growing sharper.
âSo thatâs the only possible meaning.â
He muttered darkly, making Allen frown.
âWho exactly attempted suicide, if I may ask?â
âWellâŠâ
Cassianâs vague answer only deepened his unease.
âHe never used to care about such gossipâŠâ
There was no doubtâCassian had changed. And Allen knew exactly when it started. Scowling briefly, he quickly resumed his duties.
âAh, right. Your Grace, the Second Prince asked me to deliver this to you.â
âMackenzie left right after the wedding?â
âYes.â
Prince Mackenzie had been the only representative of the imperial family to attend the ceremony. Cassian studied the documents Mackenzie left behind, tapping them thoughtfully with his fingers. Allen carefully ventured:
âYour Grace, when will you pay respects to His Imperial Majesty?â
Cassian tossed him the invitation Mackenzie had delivered.
âSoon.â
The seal belonged to Giuseppe, Emperor of the Northern Empire.
Meanwhile, in the splendid gardens of TernujĂ©n Castle, Arne sipped tea brewed by her nanny Eva while glancing at the magic orb. Inside it, Duchess Brilhitâs smiling face filled the view.
â [So? Was it good?]
The sudden, contextless question nearly made Arne spit out her tea. Nothing had happened last night, so there was nothing to be âgoodâ or âbad.â Unsure how to respond, she stayed silent. The Duchess, mistaking her silence for embarrassment, chuckled happily.
â [Hoho, such a wonderful time for you.]
Arne simply let her mother misunderstand.
â [To think my daughter has married and even spent her wedding night! Truly, one must live long to see such things!]
âCoughâcough, ack!â
âMilady Arne! Are you alright?!â
âIâmâcough, coughâfine.â
â [Oh dear, are you okay, my daughter?]
Despite Arne choking on her tea, the garden remained peaceful. After some thought, she made up her mind.
âI really need to get rid of that orb when no oneâs looking.â
She had thought distance would mean less interference, but she had been wrong. The magic orb was useful for communication, but being monitored daily was irritating. She even considered crushing it with her strength and making it look like an accident. Oblivious to Arneâs dark thoughts, the Duchess cheerfully added:
â [Oh, by the way, your subordinates are in chaos. The Golden Dragon Knights have gone on strike, demanding your return. His Majesty asked me to beg you to interveneâhe says only you can calm them.]
âStrike?â
â [Yes. A few have even gone missing. His Majesty has tried contacting you several times for help, but apparently you havenât answered?]
ââŠâ
â *[He told me, with tears in his eyes, how hurt and abandoned he felt.] *
âYou could just tell Uncle. He can handle it.â
Arne meant Duke Sarno, who had traveled with them to officiate the wedding. But the Duchess shook her head.
â *[He doesnât seem to see him much either.] *
âHeâs just busy.â
Definitely not avoiding out of laziness.
âBut they went on strike?â
Arne thought back to her subordinates, who had vehemently opposed her marriage. When she first told them, the reactions had been:
âWhat? You, Lady Arne?â
âPfft.â
âAre you dreaming?â
âHaha, whoâd ever marry you!â
âSnrkâhow about me as your husband instead?â
They had laughed, ridiculed, and refused to take it seriously. Arne had swallowed her true planâto divorce after three months. Remembering it now, her fists clenched.
âIâll never forgive them.â
While she fumed over her subordinates, a maid came hopping over. It was Erika.
âYour Grace, the Grand Duke has sent you a gift!â
ââŠA gift?â
Out of nowhere? Arne assumed it would be a small token, but to her surprise, several large, wrapped boxes were carried in and stacked before her. Inside the orb, her mother went wild.
â [Oh my, how romantic! Showering you with gifts already! Where could we ever find such a son-in-law? He must truly adore you!]
Arne, unable to understand how her mother could say that after forcing her into this political marriage, ignored her. Sheâd learned long ago how to tune her out.
Still, when the pile of boxes reached mountain-like proportions, even Arne was taken aback.
âIs this because he thinks I tried to kill myself?â
A pang of guilt flickered through her. Just then, she sensed something unusual amid the bustle of people coming and going.
âWhatâs this?â
Her eyes sharpened. Turning her head, she locked eyes with a man hiding among the neatly trimmed bushes in the garden.