Episode 1
Chapter 1. Prologue: A Puppy Dies
âCoco, please⊠say something.â
In the garden where we took happy walks every day, my sister was crying.
I could feel her warm hand stroking my white fur.
I wanted to tilt my head at her, just like I always did, but my body wouldnât move.
âWhy is my body like this?â
I should wag my tail proudly like a good dog.
I should gently nibble at her fingersâjust enough not to hurt.
But it was strangeâI couldnât move as wonderfully as I usually did.
âNo, this isnât right. I have to nuzzle her!â
Thatâs what makes her smile.
I wriggled my body, which lately had felt so heavy.
She was sitting on a chair in the garden she loved. I wanted to bring her one of her favorite flowers.
âBut I canât move at allâŠâ
Instead of fetching flowers, I barely managed to lift my head on her lap.
Her purple eyes, full of tears, came into view.
âCoco⊠huh? Why didnât you ever say you were sickâŠ?â
Tears fell, drop by drop.
I sniffled my dry nose, catching her scent.
âIt smells like sadness.â
Why was my sister sad?
Whenever we were together, her heart always beat with happiness.
âIs it because Iâve grown weak? Or because Iâve lost fur and look ugly now?â
I thought with my little head, but then she pulled me tightly into her arms and whispered softly.
âCoco.â
The warmth was familiar.
As a stray, I had never once been held by anyoneâthis was the very first warmth in my life.
I burrowed deeper into her embrace and whimpered faintly.
ââŠMong.â
She stroked my fur and muttered,
âIf you had been able to talk when you were sick⊠would we have been able to live together longer than five years?â
ââŠâŠâ
âIf you had been a little less good, if youâd been a naughty pup⊠would letting you go hurt less?â
Her tears fell heavily against her cheek.
I couldnât understand half of what she saidâI was just a foolish dog.
But one thing I knew faster than any ghost: when my sister was sad.
âShe mustnât be sad. Itâs because of me, isnât it? I need to comfort her.â
I weakly raised my paw.
It was the left paw I always hid because my fur had thinned and fallen out there.
My skinny paw brushed her cheek before dropping again.
When she saw it trembling in the air, her lips quivered as she tried to hold back sobs.
âI love you.â
ââŠâŠâ
âI love you so much, my Coco.â
Usually, whenever she said those wordsâor even when she teased, âCoco, youâre sillyââher voice carried the scent of love.
But today⊠today it smelled of salty tears.
To comfort her, I tried to burrow even deeper into her arms.
But my body no longer obeyed me. It was growing stiff.
âCoco⊠Coco⊠my baby. Donât die. There are still so many things I want to do for youâŠâ
I didnât really understand what death was.
But hearing her speak so sorrowfully made me realizeâit must be something truly sad.
My vision blurred, and her face became harder to see. In those fading moments, vivid memories rushed back.
The memories began from when I was born.
Life was hard from the start.
I grew up in a war camp, eating scraps called ârations,â and many people hated me.
âUgh, get this damn mutt out of here. It sheds everywhere.â
When the war ended, someone said they would eat me.
I was locked in a tiny room, waiting to be slaughteredâŠ
But one night, by luck, I slipped out with friends through a door left ajar!
âHey, did you hear? A few pups escaped from the breeding house.â
âForget it. Theyâre probably dead by now.â
We escaped through yards filled with cigar smoke, laughing.
Dead? No way!
I escaped bravely with the others.
âThatâs how I became a scruffy but valiant stray.â
But honestly, life on the streets wasnât happy.
âEw, it stinks. Disgusting.â
Many hated me, spat on me, or drove me away for no reason.
But all those hardships were forgotten the day I met her.
I had wandered into a busy street.
There were so many smells, I didnât know where to go.
The carriages, the horses, everything terrified meâso I froze in the middle of the road.
Then, with a screech, a grand carriage stopped in front of me.
Thatâs when I saw herâpeeking out of the window.
âWhat’s happening, coachman?â
âLady Chloe, forgive me. Thereâs a stray dog in the way. Iâll remove it immediately.â
âA stray?â
âWoof!â
Her eyes, deep violet, stared at me.
And from her, I smelled something familiarâloneliness.
Just like mine.
ââŠBring it inside the carriage.â
âPardon? It could be dangerous, my lady. If youâd like a proper pedigree pupââ
âI said bring it. Now.â
Her name was Chloe.
My Chloe. My sister.
She loved my dark, bean-like eyes.
She asked why I was so tiny despite seeming older.
She bathed my filthy fur and told me I was white and pretty.
âShe even gave me a name: Coco.â
I was there when she fell for her fiancé, even watching her write love letters.
I wagged my tail on her lap when she ate delicious meals.
Sometimes I got scolded for stealing bites!
When she was sad, I pressed my head against her arm to share warmth.
âWe lived together long enough to see flowers bloom five times.â
So now⊠what I want to say isâŠ
Iâm glad I got to say goodbye to the person I love most in this world.
I forced my tail to twitch and let out a faint bark.
It was my way of saying, âI love you, too.â
I didnât know if she understood, as she continued stroking me endlessly.
âMy baby⊠please. If thereâs a next life, be born as my daughter. Please?â
And with those last words⊠I died.
Darkness fell completely, and instead of Chloe, I saw a magnificent rainbow bridge.
I crossed it quickly, arriving at the Star of Dogs.
It was paradiseâfull of walking trails, fun rides, and all the sweet potatoes I had once been forbidden to eat.
ButâŠ
âWhatâs the point, if Chloe isnât here?â
I curled my white paws restlessly.
Sometimes, from the Star of Dogs, we could peek at the human world.
When I looked, Chloe was suffering.
People openly called her a âvillainess.â
Her family isolated her, and her fiancé tormented her cruelly.
And yetâŠ
She did nothing. She didnât fight back.
She did the bare minimum each day and lay around lifelessly.
âDarkness surrounds herâŠâ
When I was there, I could drive it away with a gentle pat.
Her face would light up beautifully.
âBut now I canât⊠and sheâs drowning in it.â
I refused food, refused play. For nearly a year, I was the saddest dog in the Star.
Thatâs when the Dog God came to me.
A golden retriever with gleaming fur, he looked at me and said,
âWhy are you doing nothing? Go walk, eat some sweet potatoes, play.â
âIâve decided. I want to be reborn as a human!â
âWhat? A human?â
âYes! My sister asked me to be born as her daughter in the next life!â
âThatâs impossible. Your sister isnât even taking steps to have a child.â
âWhat steps?â
I tilted my head so hard my ears flopped.
My tail wagged in anticipation of hearing about Chloe.
âI donât know the details. But as her daughter? Not happening.â
I bared my sharp little teeth and lunged.
âNo! I have to go back! My sister will die without me!â
âAh, these dogs⊠all the same! Fine. You can reincarnate as a human. But I donât recommend it.â
âWhy not?â
âYou cannot reveal that you were once Coco until your sister feels true intimacy with you again.â
âHuh? Then Iâll just get close to her again!â
âAnd⊠whether she recognizes you or not, you must return here after five years.â
âWhaaat? I get to live with her for five more years?!â
âIf you live as a human, saying goodbye will be even harder. Are you sure?â
âIâm sure!â
If I could make her happy for even five years, it would be worth it!
The Dog God stared at me, then continued.
âHumans arenât like dogs. They can be cruel, selfish. Can you endure that?â
âIâm bad too! I once ate snacks even though she told me not to! I tore up tissues even though she said no!â
He chuckled.
He probably thought I wasnât really âbadâ at all.
âThatâs why dogs are too kind. Youâll need some gifts as a human.â
âGifts?â
âFirst, the ability to speak with animals. Second, foresight of the future. And lastly⊠heightened intelligence whenever your sister is involved.â
When his paw touched me, my fluffy body shone white, sparkling brightly.
âThis is the complete blessing of a god.â
The light faded, and he patted me warmly, calling me a good dog.
The world spun around me.
Other dogs gathered, sending me off noisily.
âTell my brother I love him!â
âTell my mom Iâm sorry I couldnât stay longer!â
âTell my dad to shave more often!â
I nodded vigorously, ears flapping.
âLeave it to me! Iâll tell them all!â
Armed with the gift of foresight, I leapt forwardâ
To reunite with the one I loved most in the world.
My Chloe.
To be continued.