Chapter 2
The man who had painted her past life in misery.
The moment he appeared before her eyes, Sereret lost all reason. She grabbed the neck of the vase holding red roses and charged at Yuan.
All she could think of was killing the man who had killed her. She wanted him to taste the same despair and agony she had suffered.
âDie!â
Crying and screaming, Sereret was completely out of her mind. Did he even know how wretched it was to breathe her last while hearing the sneers of her husbandâs mistress?
Sereret raised the vase upside down. The roses inside fell to the floor with a dull thud, scratching her wrist as they slid out.
Water splashed, soaking the sleeves of her nightgown, but Sereret didnât care.
A scratch from rose thorns or a soaked nightgownâhow trivial compared to being poisoned by her husband.
âDie, Yuan Frectuster!â
She slammed the vase down toward Yuanâs head. The vase shattered into pieces, scattering like powdered glass across the floor.
Blood trickled down from Yuanâs forehead. His once flawless face was now smeared in red in an instant.
âLady Inoheter.â
Yuanâs cold ash-gray eyes fixed on her. A flicker of anger passed across his otherwise expressionless face.
âYoung lady!â
Hannah, who had seen Sereret swinging the vase from the doorway, dropped the washbasin she was carrying and rushed forward.
âI hate you, Yuan. No curse in this world could ever be enough for you.â
Sereret spat her hatred at him.
âI donât know what you think youâre doing.â
Even as blood dripped from the gash on his forehead, Yuan did not lose that loathsome aristocratic composure of House Frectuster.
Even the way he dabbed the blood away with his handkerchief looked elegant, as though being struck by his fiancĂŠe and bleeding was of no consequence.
The sight only fanned Sereretâs fury. Surely that was the same expression he wore when he handed Lydia the poisoned cup. Sereretâs hands shook as she gripped the jagged shard of the vase.
âYoung lady, please hand that over.â
Hannah, face pale, reached her hand out to Sereret.
âDonât come closer, Hannah. Do you know what that man did to me? He killed me. He poisoned me!â
Sereret sobbed and swung the broken vase wildly.
âM-My ladyâŚâ
Terrified, Hannah could not bring herself to intervene and only wrung her hands. To her, her mistress had become an entirely different person overnight.
Just yesterday, Sereret had been brimming with excitement, thrilled at the thought of going to the capital with the Duke.
She had blushed shyly, wondering what clothes His Grace would like. And now this. Hannah was utterly at a loss.
âWas it a dream, perhaps?â
Yuan, discarding his bloodied handkerchief to the floor, approached Sereret.
âDonât come closer!â
She screamed the words like a banshee.
âMy lady, please. This isnât right. Please, I beg you.â
Hannah was nearly breathless, desperate as she faced her mistressâs strange behavior.
âDonât come closer, I said!â
Sereret swung again, but her wrist was caught easily by Yuan. With effortless strength, he disarmed her.
âLet go! Let me go!â
She struggled to free her hand from his grasp, but in the chaos her foot came down on a shard of glass.
Too frenzied to notice the cut, she only thrashed harder, trying to break free.
Then Yuan suddenly lifted her off the ground. Trapped in his arms, Sereret kicked and screamed.
âI curse you, Yuan! Every moment I spent with you was hell!â
In her past life, Sereret had loved Yuan. He had been a cold husband, but stillâhe was her husband, the man who had chosen her.
So she had given him all her heart, treasured him with all her being. And in return, she received only the bitterest betrayal.
âIf you meant to kill me, you should have handed me the cup yourself. Did you really have to mock my final moments like that?â
Youâll never know what it was like, closing my eyes with Lydia standing there, watching. That humiliationâyouâll never know.
Overcome with rage, Sereret clung to Yuanâs collar as he set her down on the bed.
She raged and raved like a madwoman, until Yuan grabbed both her wrists and pinned them to the bed. He leaned his weight over her legs to keep her still, staring down at her.
âIt feels like Iâm the one being mocked here, Lady Inoheter.â
Those indifferent eyes, devoid of emotion. Seeing them again, Sereretâs grief burst forth.
That was always how he looked at her. Never with affection, but as though she were just another piece of furniture.
âI didnât want to die. Not when I had my childâŚ.â
Tears rolled from her blue eyes, glistening like sapphires in the light.
Yuanâs brows twitched. For the first time, his gray eyes wavered, filled with puzzlement.
âI hate you. Youâre vile. Revolting. Disgusting.â
Even shedding tears before him felt like a waste. Choking down her sobs, Sereret spat directly in his face.
âMy lady!â
Hannahâs horrified scream pierced the room. Yuan straightened slowly, wiping his face with the back of his hand, calm as ever.
âYour Grace, please, I beg you. My lady has been feverish since last nightâshe isnât in her right mind.â
Hannah fell to her knees before Yuan, pressing her forehead to the floor, trembling all over.
At that moment, Baron Inoheter entered with the butlerâs support, his face aghast.
âWhat on earth is going on here!â
His gaze swept across the wrecked room, over Yuanâs bloodied forehead, then to Hannah prostrated on the floor.
Finally, his eyes landed on Sereret, collapsed in tears upon the bed. He could not make sense of it, his expression wavering.
âFather.â
The moment their eyes met, Sereret ran desperately to him. Since her marriage, she hadnât seen his face onceâonly exchanged letters, her longing building like a mountain.
Throwing herself into his arms, she cried, âFather, I missed you. I missed you so, so much.â
âSereret?â
Baron Inoheter, bewildered, patted her back as his eyes darted between Yuan and Hannah.
Yuan stared with his usual cold expression, while Hannah bowed low, close to tears.
âFather, Iâm going to break off the engagement.â
Pulling away, Sereret declared firmly.
She could not live that life again. The wedding had not happened yetâshe could still change everything.
âWhat?â
Her fatherâs brows furrowed.
âI will not marry that wretched man.â
She turned to face Yuan.
Their gazes clashed in the air. Yuanâs lips curved in a faint, mocking smirk.
âLetâs take this conversation downstairs. Lady Inoheter appears to be in need of medical attention.â
He glanced down at her injured foot as he spoke.
âFather, I want to annul the engagement. Please, grant me this. I beg you.â
Sereret clung desperately to her father. She could not bear to repeat that torment again.
Please, donât make me relive that pain, Father. Her eyes shone with desperate pleading.
âLetâs go.â
Yuan, his gaze dry and dismissive, addressed the Baron.
âYes, Your Grace.â
Troubled, Baron Inoheter gently pried his daughter off and allowed the butler to guide him out with Yuan.
âFather, donât listen to a word he says! He poisoned me! He hid my child from me, humiliated me with his mistress!â
âOh, SereretâŚâ
Her frantic words made the Baron clutch his head, seeing only a daughter raving like a madwoman.
âMy lady.â
Hannah stomped her feet, flustered by Sereretâs continued outbursts.
âYou donât believe me either? Hannah, you donât believe me?â
Sereret looked between them both. Their expressionsâseeing her as nothing but derangedâmade her falter.
Of course. None of it had happened yet. To them, she sounded like a lunatic.
At best, theyâd think she was feverish.
âLetâs go.â
Yuan spoke again, his face unreadable, as though suggesting a rational discussion.
Sereret latched onto that look with hope. Surely now, he would suggest breaking the engagement with a fiancĂŠe gone mad.
Yes. Let them all think she was insaneâit only worked to her advantage.
âWeâll talk later, Sereret.â
Baron Inoheter, with the butlerâs support, left the room with Yuan.
âMy lady, why on earth did you do that!â
The moment they were gone, Hannah scolded her in exasperation.
âIsnât it wonderful, Hannah? I donât have to live that hell again.â
Sereret, relief plain on her face, walked back toward the bed.
âAh.â
Pain shot through her foot.
She hadnât even noticed the injury earlier in her frenzy. Now it throbbed sharply.
âYouâre hurt! Let me take a look.â
Hannah helped her sit and knelt at her feet. Examining the sole of her foot, she found a shallow cut from glass. Thankfully, it wasnât deep.
âIâm sorry, Hannah.â
Sereretâs voice softened as she looked at the maid who had begged on her knees to save her. Gratitude and guilt welled in her chest.
As Hannah tended to her, Sereret recalled her previous life.
Back then, the Dukeâs servants had favored Lydia far more than her, as if Lydia were the true mistress of the house.
One day, when the taste of her tea suddenly changed, Sereret asked the maid about it. The girl had replied coolly:
âLady Elliot said that blend was too bitter, so the head maid switched it.â
And that was thatâher favorite tea was gone, erased with a single word from Lydia.
No matter how much she asked the head maid to bring back her tea, nothing changed.
How bitter and lonely it had been, to have even food and drink tailored to anotherâs taste.
With a faint, wistful smile, Sereret looked down at Hannahâs worried face.
âWe should treat this quickly. Please stay still.â
Hannah hurried out, returning soon with ointment and bandages. She cleaned the blood, applied ointment, and wrapped the wound.
Then, noticing the scratches on Sereretâs wrist from the rose thorns, Hannah sighed.
âYour arm is injured too.â
âSo it is.â
âIf His Grace demands an explanation about breaking the engagement, just say you had a fever and werenât in your right mind.â
Hannah carefully applied ointment to her wrist as she spoke, her voice full of worry.
âHannah, what I want is to break the engagement. If he says itâs over, Iâll be so happy Iâll dance naked in joy.â
âMy lady, thatâs improper!â
Hannah widened her eyes in shock.
Sereret only chuckled at her reaction.
At that moment, Yuanâs unwelcome voice drifted from the doorway.
âIt would certainly be amusing to see, but that will not happen, Lady Inoheter.â