Chapter 1
The Devil Lives in That Top Starâs Music
JH Entertainment.
It wasnât a company with top-tier celebrities, but when it came to producing, it was unmatched.
Behind Studio, JH Entertainmentâs in-house producing teamâthat was the team I belonged to.
It was the team behind countless famous songs that everyone would recognize by name, and in the three years I worked there, I learned a lot.
As a result, the songs I composed were used by famous idols and solo singers, and some were even inserted into drama OSTs.
But the three syllables of my name, Yoo Jae-hee, were nowhere to be found in any credit list.
âBehind Studio.â
All of us contract composers, myself included, were lumped under that single name, receiving fixed monthly salaries instead of royalties.
Looking at it objectively, there was nothing unfair about it so far.
The contract terms were unusual, but the pay was decent, and there were other companies out there that ran this way.
Yes. Up until that point, I could accept the system.
But today, what CEO Kim Jung-hyuk told me crossed the line.
âCome on, sir, this isnât right. You couldâve at least talked to me about it first.â
âWhat do you mean, talk? The company wants to use a song our composer made. And didnât you make that track on the company computer?â
ââŚâŚâ
It was true I had used the companyâs computer.
But it was a personal project, a weapon I had been polishing for the day Iâd spread my wings and leave this place.
âClenchâ
Yet before I knew it, that hope had been handed off to some idol group.
Not under the name Yoo Jae-hee, the composer, but under the name âBehind Studio.â
âThatâs my song! You canât just use it without telling me, thatâs not right!â
âNot right? Read the contract. Paper doesnât lie.â
I was boiling with rage, but the CEO looked indifferent.
His tone and expression made it sound like this wasnât the first time.
A chill crept up the back of my neck.
âWh-what do you think will happen if people find out about this unfairness?â
I blurted it out as a weak threat, but even I knew it wouldnât hold any weight.
âPeople find out? Fine, then tell meâwhatâs your brilliant plan? How will you let them know, and if the public really does learn, what will you do after?â
Kim Jung-hyuk leaned back in his chair, relaxed, as if he was entertaining me.
âTake your time, tell me slowly.â
ââŚâŚâ
My whole body trembled, but there was no way to overcome the difference in power.
A rash, half-baked threat wasnât going to work on him.
My dream was to make leading music, but as I worked here, I often wondered if I could ever really reach my goal.
And today, that doubt became certainty.
âI wonât renew my contract.â
âBang!â
Blindsided by the filthy news, I stormed out of the CEOâs office without another word.
It was the worst winter of my life.
ââDream a sweet dream! You and I, just the two of us, far awayâ!â
A few weeks later, in a one-room apartment in Sillim.
On the built-in TV, a music show was airing, and a boy group bursting with freshness was singing and dancing.
âYou bastard!â
I cursed at CEO Kim Jung-hyuk through the air, but the only replies were the echo of âbastardâ bouncing off the walls and the TVâs volume.
Honestly, I didnât want to watch.
âThatâs⌠my songâŚâ
After they released my track, the idol groupâs popularity skyrocketed.
The more they succeeded, the more it twisted my gut, but I couldnât fight the curiosity. Thatâs why I turned on a music show I normally ignored.
âDamn it!â
One button press, and the TV went black. But that didnât erase my song, nor the groupâs popularity.
Since leaving JH Entertainment, I had sharpened my knife, plotting revenge. But my weapon was still dull.
I thought about suing them, but the odds of winning were close to zero.
Exposing them on social media? At best, my friends and acquaintances might listenâjust one nameless composer whose name had never once appeared in credits.
âNo way out.â
The only path left was to become someone big enough, a celebrity powerful enough, to crush Kim Jung-hyuk.
The goal felt distant, but giving up without trying was unbearable.
ââDream a sweet dream! You and I, just the two of us, far awayâ!â
Someone else was singing sweet dreams, heading for stardom.
And me? I was stuck in this cramped room, preparing to return to school.
Despair filled me, but one thing was clear.
âI have to harden.â
If I was going to overcome this, I had to be tougher than I was now.
âBzzzâ
The music was replaced by the vibration of my smartphone.
âHello?â
âHey! Yoo Jae-hee! I heard you didnât renew your contract, what happened?
The voice, jumping straight into the chorus without an intro, belonged to Im Tae-hyun, a friend Iâd known since childhood.
âAh⌠donât ask. Thatâs just how it turned out.â
âHey. Something happen?
âWhat?â
His words sounded strange.
Instead of, âSince youâre jobless, letâs grab a drink,â or, âGuess youâre going back to school,ââŚ
Shouldnât he be calmly asking how Iâve been, or what my plans were?
But it sounded like he already knew something had gone wrong.
âIâll tell you later. Right now, Iâm swamped with school prep.â
Still, I wasnât in the mood for conversation. My chest still ached too much.
âAlright. Letâs meet up once things settle. Drinks are on me.
âYeah, right.â
âOkay then, later, little bro.
After hanging up, I collapsed onto the bed.
âHaaâŚâ
How had things gone so wrong?
My mind flipped through the pages of my past.
My father, who played piano as a hobby when I was little.
The spark of musical interest that grew into an artistâs dream.
My proud school days, when I shut down my parentsâ opposition by becoming top of my class.
The friendships that werenât always smooth.
In high school, I even thought about going into applied music.
I ended up majoring in Korean literature, but I wasnât unhappy about it.
That way, I could get my parentsâ support for my music on the side.
Whatever my major, wherever I was, music was always going to be with me.
I filled my first report card with Aâs, then enlisted in the military.
One day as a corporal, I got the news of my parentsâ accident. Alone, I spent day after day in tears.
After discharge, I returned to school, and six months later, I signed with JH Entertainment.
Where had it gone wrong?
I had only ever worked hard.
Skipping meals, sacrificing sleep, studying and writing music.
But all I got in return was the loss of my parents and scars from the music industry.
Now, all I had left was the money Iâd saved and this small apartment.
A wave of despair crashed over me, tempting me to give up.
But I couldnât.
Iâd worked too hard to throw it all away.
âFirst, letâs go back to school.â
After the contract ended, I began making plans.
They started with a single, desperate truth:
I wanted to make music.
Spinoza once said that even if the world ended tomorrow, heâd still plant an apple tree.
Me? Even if the world split in half tomorrow, Iâd still write a song.
So my first step was returning to school.
At Yesung University, there was a famous music club called Groovy Nation.
Other schools had music clubs that were really just hobbies, but ours was different.
Every year, casting calls came in from agencies, and many alumni were already active in the entertainment industry.
Sure, I had more experience than most. I couldâve reached out to other agencies.
But I couldnât bring myself to trust agencies againânot with wounds still raw.
So the club was my goal.
Tomorrow, March 2nd, was the day Iâd return to campus after a long time. I decided to sleep early.
As my brain, exhausted from endless thoughts, began to shut downâŚ
[I think itâs about timeâŚ]
âAm I that tired? Iâm even hearing voicesâŚâ
Since becoming jobless, my days and nights were reversed. Waking up early was hard.
âUgh⌠donât wanna goâŚâ
Even at twenty-six, no one wants to go to school.
[Still, you have to. No choice in the matter.]
âWhaâwhat the hell!â
I was alone, yet a voice rang clear. I cursed in shock.
Goosebumps covered my body. Frozen in place, I couldnât move.
Only my eyes darted around.
No sign of anyone.
âD-did I just⌠hear wrongâŚ?â
[Are you deaf? Does that sound like a mistake to you?]
âShiâ!â
Startled again by the voice, I slipped on my sock andâ
âThud!â
Slammed my head against the floor. I blacked out.
Who knows how much time passed.
When I opened my eyes, the sun was high.
One thought hit me.
âCrap. Iâm late.â
And another.
âGasp!â
I sprang up, scanning the room.
That voice Iâd heard before collapsing.
Come to think of it, Iâd faintly heard it the night before, just before falling asleep.
I checked under the bed, in the closet, the bathroom, the verandaânothing.
Terrified, I whispered into the air.
âWh-whoâs⌠thereâŚâ
My trembling voice was answered.
[Sorry, I didnât mean to make you faint. Didnât think youâd scare that easyâŚ]
âWh-what⌠itâs like I can hear it inside my headâŚâ
[Correct. Nice to meet you. Humans call me a âdemon.â Some call me a ghost, Westerners say âspiritâ⌠call me whatever you want.]
âWow⌠I really must be losing it. Even my hallucinations have this much detail?â
[âŚ]
It didnât feel real.
[Anyway, you just collapsed like Paganini. I thought youâd cry all day like Mozart instead.]
âWh-why are Mozart and Paganini suddenly coming up?â
[What do you mean âMochart,â you ignorant fool?]
It was too vivid to be a hallucination, yet too unreal to be a real demon.
Confusion and fear refused to fade.
[The beginning is always the hardest. Humans never believe me at first.]
âW-wait. Are you really a demon? Or a ghost? Or⌠something?â
[Yes. And you donât even need to say it out loudâI can read your thoughts.]
âL-like this?â
[Exactly.]
âWhoa⌠unrealâŚâ
Before I could process the situation, the so-called demon pressed on, determined to make me accept its existence.
[Iâve seen a lot like you. You donât believe me, donât know if this is real or just voices in your head.]
âY-yeahâŚâ
[Fine. Iâll give you perfect pitch first. That always works best.]
âWait, give me whatâ?â
Before I got an answer, a strange sensation washed over me.
A refreshing clarity spread through my brain, filling the chaos with something new.
Something Iâd never felt before.
[Well?]
At the same time, birds chirped outside the window.
I slowly turned my head toward the sound.
âChirp chirp chirpâ
âFrom F# to G⌠no, this time it drops somewhere between Bb and AâŚâ
[Well? Pretty killer ability, right?]