Chapter 06
 The long-awaited day had finally arrived.
It was Fridayâthe day of the cheerleader selection.
Although the tryouts wouldnât be held until the afternoon, Sian had been jittery since morning and couldnât concentrate in class.
Thinking sheâd feel more confident if she saw her brother beforehand, she skipped lunch and wandered near the Pi Memorization Clubroom.
Thatâs when someone gently placed both hands on her shoulders.
No one at this school had ever come this close to her before.
Startled, she spun aroundâonly to see none other than Blay Williams standing there.
And that dazzling smile that could steal souls? That was just a bonus.
âHey. First time seeing you here.â
He quickly withdrew his hands, but her heart was still pounding wildly.
Clutching her chest in embarrassment, Sian greeted him awkwardly.
âH-Hi.â
It had only been two days since she last saw him.
She hadnât figured out how to sneak into Rockefeller Hall yet, and with cheerleading practice keeping her busy, she hadnât had a chance to look for him either.
âSo, what brings you here?â
Blay asked before answering his own questionâhis eyes widening in realization.
âYou came to see me, didnât you? You mustâve found out Iâm in this club.â
That explained it. The girl who used to loiter around Rockefeller Hall every morning had suddenly vanishedâonly to track down his club and follow him all the way here.
âWhat? No!â
Sian jumped up in protest.
She flailed her hands, desperate to deny the accusation.
âI came to see Aaron! I thought he might be here.â
âSorry for using your name, Aaron.â
Sian apologized inwardly.
Aaron would probably just sigh and move on, but stillâshe felt guilty.
âAaron?â
Blay tilted his head, trying to figure out who she meant.
âAaron Simmons. Brown hair, glasses, always carrying a book?â
Only after the âalways carrying a bookâ part did it seem to click.
âOh, Aaron. Of course I know who he is.â
Now that the misunderstanding had been cleared up, she hoped heâd step asideâor at least open the clubroom door.
But Blay did neither.
Meaning, heâd decided to continue their conversation.
âThat guy you were practicing cheerleading withâheâs Aaron, right?â
âYes.â
Sian nodded, recalling the moment they exchanged greetings across the field fence.
Sure, she hadnât meant to greet Blay specifically, but stillâit happened.
She just hadnât realized heâd noticed Aaron too.
âYou two seem pretty close.â
To that, Sian nodded without hesitation.
At Wharton School, Aaron was easily the person she was closest to.
Blayâs expression soured just a little.
âI see. So you donât need my help, then.â
âHelp with what?â
âYour back handspring. It didnât seem to be going too well.â
Sianâs cheeks flushed bright red.
âSo he saw me fall on my back too, huh?â
It mustâve looked ridiculous. Hopefully her brother hadnât seen it too?
She shook her head, trying to banish that dreadful thought.
âNo, itâs okay. Iâve gotten the hang of it now.â
âReally?â
âYes. Thanks to Aaron.â
If giving passive-aggressive feedback counted as help, anyway.
After failing repeatedly, she had managed to pull off something vaguely resembling a back handspring.
âHey, umâŠâ
She almost asked if her brother had seen her fallâbut held back. No point in asking something with such an obvious answer.
âHmm?â
âNever mind. Itâs nothing.â
Watching her hesitate, Blay figured she was just shy around him.
âMakes sense. She must get nervous every time we make eye contact.â
Girls usually did act this way around him. So it wasnât surprising that Blay misread the situation.
Seeing a girl blush and look like she didnât know what to do with herself over him put him in a great mood.
Feeling generous for once, he flashed her a flower-bright smile.
He didnât realize just how biased his generosity was when it came to Sian.
âGlad to hear practice is going well. Iâll be seeing you in a cheerleading outfit soon, then.â
Even as he smiled, Sianâs attention was focused entirely on the clubroom behind him.
âWhat excuse can I use to get inside?â
Unlike with Aaron, she didnât feel comfortable telling Blay that she was Iannâs biological sister.
Especially after being harshly rejected by her brother the last time.
Blay would believe Iannâs claim that his sister had died long before heâd believe a stranger showing up out of the blue claiming otherwise.
Sheâd already triggered Iannâs defenses. If Blay started suspecting her too, it would make getting close to her brother even harder.
She needed to approach Blay very carefully.
âBut how?â
Fortunately, Blay took the lead, as if reading her mind.
âYou said you came to see Aaron, right?â
âYes.â
âCome on in. You might as well wait inside. Iâll give you a tour of the club while weâre at it.â
Any other girl might have fainted on the spot at the thought of Blay personally showing them around his club.
But Sian was too preoccupied with nervesânervous that she might run into her brother again.
What if he coldly kicked her out again?
Her palms began to sweat. She wiped them on her skirt as Blay swung open the door.
ââŠNo oneâs here.â
Despite Aaron saying Iann usually spent his lunch hour in the clubroom, it was completely empty.
Sian tried not to show her disappointment, but she couldnât hide it completely.
âGuess Aaronâs somewhere else today.â
Blayâs voice was soft, almost like he was consoling a child.
Hearing it made her realize something else.
She was alone. In a closed space. With a guy.
Suddenly tense, she debated running out, but then Blay spoke.
âYou donât have to be scared. Whatever youâre worried aboutâitâs not going to happen.â
He held up both hands as if to show he was harmless.
Amazingly, he seemed to know exactly what she was thinking.
âI could leave the door open, but⊠honestly, itâs safer this way. Trust me.â
âWhy?â
âYou really want to know?â
Blay was still smiling gently, but something about the way he asked felt oddly chilling.
âItâs easier to understand if you experience it yourself. Want to?â
âI-I believe you.â
Sian quickly shook her head.
If he was being this serious, there must be a reason.
So she decided to trust him.
It was easier for her to trust people than to suspect them and build walls.
Blay seemed to think for a moment, then chuckled and resumed the club tour.
âAaron told you what our club does, right?â
She half-listened, eyes scanning the room for any trace of her brother.
And she found it.
She hadnât noticed it earlier, but now she saw a photo of Iann hanging on the wall.
âWhen was this taken? Looks like it was after a competition win.â
Blay stopped mid-boast about memorizing 100 digits of pi at the age of seven and stepped up beside her.
âIsnât this a little too close?â
Sheâd felt it beforeâwhen he touched her shoulderâBlay had no sense of personal space.
It always startled her, though she couldnât say she disliked it.
She realized it was because his touches didnât feel inappropriate.
It was like a stray cat rubbing its head against her with a âHey, I like you.â
Thatâs how harmless and light his touch felt.
âOh, thatâs my friend Iann Morgan. That was taken after he won the schoolâs Pi Memorization Competition. He was a freshman then, I think.â
Winning awards even as a freshman⊠that was just like her brother.
Sian beamed with pride as if sheâd won something herself.
âThatâs amazing.â
âHe really was. Iann memorized over 3,000 digits of pi and broke the school record.â
ââŠThree thousand?â
âHe couldâve gone further, but the teacher judging him wanted to go home, so they stopped there.â
It was starting to make sense why Aaron and Iann got alongâthey were both cut from the same cloth.
Suddenly, her brother felt so far away.
âHe probably sees someone like me as just a fool.â
Would she ever be able to hold a proper conversation with him?
What if she couldnât talk to him for more than ten minutes?
While Sian was spiraling over a future that hadnât happened yet, Blay had his own thoughts.
âWhy is she asking about Iann while standing next to my photo?â
It made him brieflyâvery brieflyâwonder if Iannâs warning had been true.
But he shook it off.
Heâd met plenty of girls who pretended to get close to him just to reach Iann. Maybe not plenty, but enough to count on one hand.
So he concluded: this girl definitely liked him.
âCome to think of it, I donât even know your name.â
Saying the thought aloud, he watched as the girl finally tore her eyes from the photo and looked up at him.
âMy nameâs Sian. But if thatâs hard to say, you can call me Sienna.â
âTwo names? Thatâs pretty cool.â
Blay had a way of making even the smallest thing sound grand.
Trying to play it cool, Sian simply shrugged.
âMost people have nicknames, right? Itâs like that.â
âSo which oneâs the nickname?â
âHuh?â
âSian or Siennaâwhich oneâs the nickname?â
âWhy do you askââ
âWhy else?â
Blayâs eyes curved beautifully into a smile.
Sian, who had been secretly wondering how to steal that photo of her brother, or whether she should ask Aaron to swipe it for her insteadâfound her thoughts derailed.
Blayâs smile was just that dazzling.
âI want to call you by your nickname, thatâs why.â